I’m getting ready for my First Aid next week but while I am doing that, I’m also cleaning. I mean heavy cleaning.
The bedroom, the bathroom- EVERYTHING! I find that when my surrounding environment is cleaning and de-cluttered then so is my mind. I did some heavy cleaning today and boy I felt great. My hair kept doing this amazing thing when it fell and I just felt taller. Not only that, but I went to Subway for lunch with my nan and cousin and the guy serving us full on flirted with me. That was a major confident boost, I’ll tell you.
I have self esteem issues sometimes. I mean I am only human and I’m a girl so it’s bound to happy sometimes. Due to having this issues at times, I worry that Ben will leave me. Ok, I know that’s dumb but it’s a thought that pops up every now and then. So to be flirted with is a major confidence booster.
Now I want to let everyone know that I LOVE BEN! I will never do anything to hurt him or anything like that. I was just pointing out how nice it is sometimes that other people also notice your beauty too.
I honestly believe that today was a really good day because I had done some cleaning. A clean environment = happy mind 🙂 Well, it does for me anyway.
Till next time xx
So much love today. Few things happening that are making me so extremely happy.
- Ben and I have been together for three years today
- Its St Patrick’s Day- Which of course my favorite colour is the focus of the day
- Its my Nona’s birthday
- My dad is coming from Queensland for a week- Though he won’t actually be here till Sunday morning because he is catching a bus on Saturday.
Today is absolutely amazing however I am also a little sad. No for today but for tomorrow. Ben and I had planned, when we were still talking about it, to get married the day after our 3rd year anniversary. Of course that would mean tomorrow would be the day we got married.
Just keeping my mind busy with all the love and trying not to think about it too much. That’s the way to go right?
Until next time xx
Today is Valentines Day. So Happy Valentines to everyone, I hope you had a fantastic day. Weather you are single and ready to mingle or in a loving relationship, you are all perfect and deserve love ❤
Today was very relaxing for me. I had the house to myself (Ben had to do a work induction thingy) so I cleaned the house (some may think that is not relaxing but it is to me), had a bath and ate a nice big fruit salad. It was heaven. Though it would have been even better if Ben was there.
At about 3:00, Ben came home. He was holding a rose and a red bag. Such a shock considering I didn’t think he was going to do anything (partly because I told him not to) and then we sat down to eat some strawberries together.
The red bag had some chocolates, chopsticks and two rose candle holders. All of it was beautiful.
To end tonight, Ben cooked me some enchiladas and we watched some anime together. It was a perfect day and I wouldn’t change anything about it ❤
Until next time xx